since I transferred university, I have been kept obsessing the numbers

it made me not focus on being a teacher. yeah, it bothers me so much.

oneday, I watched '주먹 쥐고 소림사‘ by accidently. I remember that one of the monk said it's not that matter about how many times you made it but how much you controlled your energy with proper movement.

that hit me hard and then, I realized that I do care too much about the numbers which are scattering my concentration. (especially scores)

I needed to try to smash it because as long as I study to be a kindergarten teacher in this school, fail and success in school life will be a normal life. so I must face and admit me in real life without the numbers.

score is important but for me, it has power to break my nervous down. I asked myself after I organized my concept.

do you want to be a brave person? so I relied "yes!"

my decision said, "so then let's not think about the numbers. just focus on what to do"

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